im drained.
really drained.
im unsure.
VERY unsure.
thinking too much.
not good.
thinking more to the bad side.
i lack sleep.
i lack time.
i lack FAITH.

i need sleep.
i need help.
i need GOD.

man!
why are you doing this to me.
are you even true to your words?
i am able to trust you.
but i trust you,
thinking whether you're worth that mile.
thinking whether you're worth my attention.

were you just a show?
were you just for that time?
were we a temporary shelter?
or was it forever?

the more i think about this,
the more i feel like im hating humans.

please dont lead me on to doubting.
i dont want to do that.
but it seems to true.
i dont have that energy anymore.
i dont want to hate you.


cant think of ways to tell it to you.
YEESH MAN.
one day,
one day.
you will come to see yourself.




I FEEL LIKE DRAINING MYSELF IN MUSIC.
its the only thing now,
that is able to change my moods.




53.COMPLETELY DRAINED.-BLOGS ARE USELESS.